Last night I dreamed about meeting our daughter for the first time. She was shy, I was trying not to be shy, Paul was nervous...but it went very well. After a few minutes we meshed very well together. At the end she was sent to her room so that we could talk to the social worker. Once we were ready to leave I couldn't stop my tears from falling. They were tears of sadness and joy all at once. I didn't want to leave her there and was sad that we had to go. At the same time I was experiencing the the most joy because we had decided on the next time we would get together and how we would proceed with moving her into our home. She came running out of her room at the last minute before we left and asked me why I was crying and I told her that I was crying because I was so happy and told her that I would see her again in a few days. I cried the whole night in my dream. Remembering those emotions now brings tears to my eyes. Knowing those emotions and experiencing this dream gives me hope.
Currently our hopeful timeline is to have all of our documents in by the middle of January, have our foster care license by April or May, be placed by June and finalize the adoption by December. Lets hope it all goes as planed.
http://www.giveforward.com/marseillanadoption#
Monday, November 26, 2012
Hope...
Last night I dreamed about meeting our daughter for the first time. She was shy, I was trying not to be shy, Paul was nervous...but it went very well. After a few minutes we meshed very well together. At the end she was sent to her room so that we could talk to the social worker. Once we were ready to leave I couldn't stop my tears from falling. They were tears of sadness and joy all at once. I didn't want to leave her there and was sad that we had to go. At the same time I was experiencing the the most joy because we had decided on the next time we would get together and how we would proceed with moving her into our home. She came running out of her room at the last minute before we left and asked me why I was crying and I told her that I was crying because I was so happy and told her that I would see her again in a few days. I cried the whole night in my dream. Remembering those emotions now brings tears to my eyes. Knowing those emotions and experiencing this dream gives me hope.
Currently our hopeful timeline is to have all of our documents in by the middle of January, have our foster care license by April or May, be placed by June and finalize the adoption by December. Lets hope it all goes as planed.
http://www.giveforward.com/marseillanadoption#
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